I've had such a cool day with the boys today watching the sweetest movie, UP! It was actually quite deep for a cartoon, with a beautiful message which I think I may have needed to hear today. I've been thinking about death recently and whilst I will be the first to say that if I died tomorrow it would have been the end of a life well lived, I have still been thinking about the things that I have not done yet. I guess we all think about this now and again but I'm going in for a biopsy tomorrow (almost today) and I'm really afraid of what they might find. I'm not sure if I'm ready for what may come. I will however try to sleep now and think positively, tomorrow will sort itself out. Goodnight!